wierd
hay.. i just find it so wierd. to have this feeling. this crazy wierd feeling. i haven’t felt this way since, well, you know. i’m not neccessarily talking about that loving feeling. but it’s the other kind of feelings. actually it’s like that feeling when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. all i can think of is two reasons i’m feeling this way. one, about something. i kinda had my heart crushed, not by someone, but by something. it’s not that bad really. i guess i just haven’t the accepted the fact. waaah.. few more days and it’ll be all ok. i hope. second, obviously, about someone. hmm.. there’s not much i can say. there’s nothing i really want to say. but the change, the different approach, is kinda bothering me. why? i don’t know. hay.. sana makabalik na kami sa dati. naku…
